TLDR: There's no "too long didn't read"  for this long post sorry. Either you read this or not, if you care about Sinful Summer. There's also a fun Lyna photoshoot :P

Hello I'm Raul, also know as Ruykiru, and I must be one of the most retarded guys alive because I hate earning money. Ever since I've started getting like 2.5-3k dollars whenever I release an update (which honestly I don't mind cause I work on them a lot), I've been getting this nagging feeling of uncertainty, of carrying a burden. That's what a job is duh, but I'm my own boss in this situation so that fact makes the periods when I don't release something and still getting paid feel like shit because I don't ever want to become a conman.

This June I did the writing for 3.3, and lots of "housekeeping" by cleaning up my software, buying new clothes mods, custom made animations and all that boring stuff that I then use for the 3D program I use for the horny renders. However, I didn't make a single chapter 3.3 image and I feel like shit because unlike other times, I didn't enable vacation mode and still got like 1.5-2k dollars this month. There's nothing more than I hate that developers (and content creators in general) that milk the shit out of their audience because they have a popular niche.

I hate this feeling of responsibility of having to deliver, because weirdly so, when I was earning less than 1k$ even on update release months, I felt I had more enthusiasm for what I as doing and I was even more productive in fact. I used to do monthly updates and now it's less that and more like 5-8 weeks, but to be fair the quality of the first chapter of Sinful Summer is garbage now in my opinion compared to recent ones as I got better. Anyway, the truth is that I don't particularly enjoy how this has become more a job and way less a hobby now.
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FAQ:

1. What the fuck are you rambling on about you silly goose? Get to the point.

- This means I'm enabling vacation mode again in my SubscribeStar until I feel like it and that means you won't get charged money until I decide (unless you sub for the 1st time). If you are a paid sub on Unifans please move to the free tier in the meantime. You can do the same in Substar if you don't trust me or the spaguetti code held by tape that powers its features like vacation mode.

- I'm in a lucky position and I'm mostly okay, but I still live with my parents because we young people in early twenties have no fucking future in this world unless some magic AI technology escapes the lab and gives the world abundance and destroys the shitty status quo where only the super rich get richer forever with no limit. But for my situation in particular, we're not rich, but I don't need much money now and most of what I earn goes to stocks or crypto for the future to prevent against inflation. I actually wish I was a billionaire to give 99% of it all to people who actually fucking need it right now.

So anyway, this summer I won't be earning money while I'm being lazy, or on the contrary while I work 10 hours a day on Sinful for some random ass week in August when I get a massive surge of motivation... and hornyness too. I'll obviously enable payments again whenever I release a new update. I'm retarded y es, but not that much to do this totally for free forever.

3. Okay you've shown us you are human, still have some emotions, and also a toxic ego like the rest of us. Now when is the next update dude? I wanna fap to unhinged sissy Lyna and dommy mommy Helga.

- Me too, brother. Me too. Luckily I can boot up the program at any time and pose them in some juicy outfits and poses and have a nice afternoon for myself because I'm a big perv like the rest of you, and because I mainly started doing this because the taboo of incest turns me on so fucking much when it's well done. All to say that, no, you will have those too eventually. I'm not abandoning anything, I'm just gonna make what's left of Sinful Summer at my pace while I deal with the rest of my existential crises on a daily basis.

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Now if you excuse me I'm gonna have a chill summer of 2025 by the pool of my community  apartment complex (or whatever the fuck is called when there's a bunch of buildings and they share a pool) because it's hot as hell here in Spain and it will only get worse. I might post something in the meantime here, in discord or in the forums but don't expect much activity. The girls will be waiting for me, and for you pervs too...

And by the way, if you feel like making fun of me or being angry at me because all of this, feel free to do so in all the places I'm active. I appreciate it and I probably deserve the memes.

Check the photoshoot up there ^^